However, my head had its own plans. For the last few days, my stomach has been sour and I've struggled falling asleep the last two nights. I really don't have trouble falling asleep because one of my medications makes me fall asleep, so if I am suffering from insomnia it is potentially an early phase of a migraine (prodrome) as is the sour stomach. I woke up this morning not feeling too great, but I had a breakfast date with my dear friend and I wanted to keep going. I had my cup of coffee hoping that would help and as I was getting ready my hands started to tingle and feel numb, which is another part of my prodrome.
I enjoyed my breakfast with my friend as she shared wonderful things God is doing in her life and even a lesson that God used for me. But, as I later shared with her my concerns about a big migraine coming, she grabbed my numb, tingling hands and prayed over me from across the table. By the time I got home, my head was hurting and I was so tired. Even after the medicine kicked in and took care of the head pain, my stomach still wasn't happy and I was tired and achy and that was when I realized I wasn't going to be using those new walking shoes today.
Disappointed, I lay on the couch watching the Olympic athletes using their shoes to do really awesome stuff and at one point the camera even zoomed in on one tying their shoes as if to taunt me. I have no Olympic dreams; I just wanted to use my new shoes today and not feel sick. But as my pity party continued, my beautiful friend's story from the morning came back to me because she emailed it to me with a verse. God is so good at making sure we hear what He wants us to hear! Isaiah 55:8-9 (NIV) says:
"For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways," declares the Lord. "As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts."The point of my friend's story was how God was teaching her to surrender everything to Him. We had laughed at ourselves this morning how God is always showing us something new to surrender in our faith walk. But, I wasn't expecting a literal surrender of my new shoes today. But I guess, I need to say, so what? So what if I bought new shoes. Does it really matter that I don't get to walk today? It is just a walk! I am taking a break today...tomorrow is a new day.
But really, this has me thinking. What thought or idea or way am I thinking is better than God's? What do I need to surrender to God's way of thinking? You see, if I don't surrender to God's way I could end up sitting on the sidelines wondering how I got there. God's way is better even if it doesn't make sense to me; I just have to trust Him.
How do you need to surrender to God's way of thinking?